Doesn't Life Suck?

2010-07-13T20:13:00.001+08:00

AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH >< I HATE HATE HATE EMCEEING!!! AND MY STUPID ULCER! knn. Here's my fcking disaster story for the day: okay school dismissed, girls go toilet. For the first time in many months, I let down my fringe. Idk why I did it. Anyway, I borrowed a pin from Divya to clip it up a little so I don't get caught. Then we went to eat burgers. The meat keeps running away, complains Divya. After we ate, we went to the computer lab. Our first time there. Didn't know had to tell the lady that we wanted to use. We walked in and stood there wondering if we should talk to her or not. She came out and scolded us. Divya answered for us. Then she whispered,"why am I the one talking?" so I told the menstruating lady that we were new here and didn't know we had to book in advance. So she let us off for just this one time. We wanted to play games, but we told the lady that we were gonna do a project.....Janani cropped out Carmen's face and photoshopped it onto some fat dude's body. I assure you that we will do evil with it. After that we went down to the forum and chatted. Later, Div, Janani, and Umairah had to go. I was left alone, once again. Fml. So I walked around, hung out in the Happy Place(toilet) and then came out and chatted with Sissy Seo and Yuan Jie.Finally, Ms Saw came. Ready for emceeing.Went up on stage. Don't know why suddenly so nervous. Usually I'm fine up there....then while introducing the contingents, I bit on my FUCKING ULCER. SO DAMN PAIN! Wanted to screeeeeeeeeeam! Got blood some more. So I paused talking for 2 secs...then continued. But it came out as stutters... >< FML LAH.

I blocked my maid and mom on facebook. Mom found out. She said, "I give you two options. One: You unblock me. Two: No more facebook for you". I know one of the ten commandments is "Honor your parents" well, fuck that. I WANT MY PRIVACY! Parents have NO RIGHT TO INVADE ON OUR PRIVACY.

JUST BACK OFF, WILL YOU?!?!

11.47pm -Ulcer Bite Count: 19 so far

2010-07-12T23:52:00.001+08:00

I damn damn damn fcking unlucky sia. Now so late still can't sleep. Thinking about him. Urgh. Now I wan go facebook again but I alr say gnite to it. Lame rite? Ya I got nothing bttr to do coz my life sukz. Nobody to share my burden wif coz nobody willing to be my "punching bag". Now I so friggin sleepy... Where the fuk did I put my manga anyway? I haven finish yet :x haiiz...how I wish I wasn't born at all. Obvsly I don't act emo hor but that doesn't mean right inside my goddamned stone heart I hate my life and I want to end it soon bcoz I know somewhere out there, god made someone special for me. NOT. Goodnight.

8:43pm - Ulcer Bite Count: 5 so far

2010-07-12T20:42:00.001+08:00

Dinner from hell

2010-07-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

Okay so I've had an ulcer on my lower lip for like a few days already. And it hurts like &@$?!**%# !!!! So to make things worst, my maid told me to eat vegetables. I was like, "You've known me for 13 years, you know I hate vegetables." so she left me alone. After a while, I just spooned up some of the gravy. No bad :) so I took a small piece of umm...it looked like cabbage. I ate it. It was nice :D so my maid applauded. She told me to eat more. I reached out to take more. When I placed it in my mouth, I bit my ulcer. F*****CK. A lot of blood sia. So I went to get an icecube. N o more. My mother used them all for her GameReady machine. F*****CK number 2. Then I went to get some sugar. Lucky have or else got F*****CK number 3 (which will come later, be patient). So I sat back down and ate my food again. Then while my maid was trying to put more EVIL VEG on my plate, I also reached out to get more potatoes. So some cabbage ended up stuck on the tip of my fork. No, not the three pointy parts. The end tip. After that, after I cleaned it up, I passed my plate to my maid so she can collect al the remaining food on one plate, which was when F*****CK number 3 erupted. The spoon and fork dropped. Slipped from the plate. And landed on my skirt. And the fork pierced me for a split second. So that's my disaster story for the day. Tune in for more.

Okay so I need to rant.

2010-07-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I am NOT dating Eric Tan. So if you heard rumors, don't believe. I am single.
Secondly, I love Sticky. Panda Rock is the best :D it's soooooooo cuuuuute and yummy :3
Thirdly, I hate Mr Chew now. He's giving so much homework!!! Have to chiong chiong chiong everytime. >:@ .
Fourthly, I hate MOE. I wish I could bomb MOE and never have school again ever. Which also leads to me hating YCSS. I wish I was in New Town or Kent Ridge.
Lastly, I do have a crush on someone but yeah, it's a secret. It's not that dude from Philippines anymore LOL!! and he's definitely not Timothy. He's an asshole, a dumb, obnoxious bastard. And he likes MEGAN of all people. So I think I'm done ranting here. No wait, I HATE HATE HATE ANG JIN WEI. Okay, now I'm done. See ya. :)

2010-07-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

CREDITS TO JOLENE'S FRIEND ANDRIA FOR THE LAST THREE POSTS. It was fun doing them :)

2010-07-12T17:19:00.001+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends randomly.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
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1. If someone asks, "Are you okay?" you say?
Jai Ho

2. How would you describe yourself?
Hot

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Dirty Little Secret

4. How do you feel today?
Boom Boom Pow

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Fly Me To The Moon

6. What is your motto?
Clumsy

7. What do your friends think of you?
First Kiss

8. What do you think about very often?
7 Things

9. What is 2+2?
You Belong With Me

10. What do you think of your best friend?
Triple Baka

11. What is your life story?
Mad World

12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Rubberneckin'

13. What do you think when you see the person you like?
Blah Blah Blah

14. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Phenomenon

15. What will they play at your funeral?
Whataya Want From Me

16. What is your hobby/interest?
Just Dance

17. What’s your biggest fear?
My Boy

18. What do you want right now?
Change

19. What do you think of your friend?
Nobody

20. What will you post this as?
Touch My Body

2010-07-12T16:58:00.001+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain water ._.
2. Last phone call: Jolene
3. Last text message: YanJun
4. Last song you listened to: Waka Waka :P
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday...

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Yup :'(
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: I still haven't given it away :]
9. Lost someone special: Obviously...
10. Been depressed: DUH -.-
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never drank, never will.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yupp!!
16. Fallen out of love: Yes ._.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah like a billion gazillion times ^^
18. Met someone who changed you: Yeahhh :D
19. Found out who your true friends were: Mhmm.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yep, happens all the time.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: I said I haven't given it away yet o.O
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: About 70%
23. How many kids do you want? : I already have 2. That's enough.
24. Do you have any pets: I did.
25. Do you want to change your name: Nahh!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Eat, play, sleep, eat, sleep
27. What time did you wake up?: um I don't remember
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: For the official opening to end
30. Last time you saw your mother?: Yesterday.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My brain.
32. What are you listening to right now: The tapping of my phone's keyboard while I'm typing this.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. Who is getting on your nerves now: Myself D:
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36. Whats your real name: Victoria lah. What else?
37. Nicknames: Vic, Vicky, Vickeh, Tori, Kiki, Oi
38. Relationship Status: SINGLE D:
39. Zodiac sign: RATOX
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Primary School?: Clementi Primary School
42. Secondary School?: Yuan Ching Secondary School
43. High school/college?: I wanna go to SP ^^
44. Hair colour: Brownish black
45. Long or short: LOOONG
46. Height: 152cm/153cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Duuuuuuh :x
48: What do you like about yourself? : I can argue well :3
49. Piercings: 2
50. Tattoos: Noooo! Maybe next time :}
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Removal of cyst
53. First piercing: Primary 2.
54. First best friend: Yvonne, from nursery till Kindergarten 2.
55. First sport you joined: Table Tennis (accidentally join -.-)
56. First vacation: Malaysia...
58. First pair of trainers: Forgot o.O

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Nothing
61. I'm about to: Finish this then do my homework. ._.
62. Listening to: F*cking birds chirping and my maid complaining about her second cousin's f*cking gigantic boobs.
63. Waiting for: Pigs to fly.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yes.
65. Get married?: Yup.
66. Future career?: Property agent, Resort Owner, Photographer, Lawyer, Distributor, etc. :)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes o.o
68. Hugs or kisses: Both :)
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older...
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both :D
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach :P
73. Sensitive or loud: BOTH!! :3
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship. Duh.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nooooo I'm not a slut!
77. Drank hard liquor: Never.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yup. It's a tragic story.
79. Sex on first date: wtf!
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes.
82. Been arrested: Nope.
83. Turned someone down: Not many chances to.
84. Cried when someone died: Yeah...
85. Fallen for a friend: I think so.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: No
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nah.
95. Did you sing today?: Of course, WAKA WAKA EH EH
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: NO!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: um, before my parents did it, and stop them.
98. The moment you would choose to relive?: When I was a fetus.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nooope.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: NO I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE :3

I actually did it ^^v

2010-07-12T16:26:00.001+08:00

Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag TWENTY people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up!

If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Victoria

2. A four Letter Word : Vain

3. A boy's Name : Victor

4. A girl's Name : Vanessa

5. An occupation : Vocalist

6. A color : Violet

7. Something you'll wear : Vest

9. A food : Vanilla ice-cream

10. Something found in the bathroom : Vomit

11. A place : Vancouver

12. A reason for being late : Vine entanglement

13. Something you'd shout : Vagina

14. A movie title : V For Vendetta

15. Something you drink : Vodka

16. A musical group : Van Halen

17. An animal : Viceroy

18. A street name : Victoria Street

19. A type of car : Volkswagen

Modern Music sucks compared to Real Music

2010-07-09T22:38:00.001+08:00

When I say Real Music, I mean Rock 'N Roll, but not sung by just any other loser band like Green Day. I mean The Who. Aerosmith. AC/DC. Bon Jovi. Queen. The Rolling Stones. Elvis Presley. The Beatles. And not by gaylord Justin Bimbo who is 16 and sounds like what my little sister should sound like, if I ever had one.

And what's up with Lady Gaga? I mean, yeah, she's eccentric and her beats are good, but what is her music next to a good singer like, say, Madonna ? It's shit.

Oh and even though Lady Antebellum is quite a new Country Rock band, they are awesome. And yes, they are some exceptions that I like right now. Bands like All-American Rejects, Hinder, and even the Glee Cast, they are good. But what pisses me off is how the hell people like Justin Bieber so much. He sounds like a girl, he's ugly, his music is not even as worthy as my shit, and he is just plain retarded. So why is it that most of the people in this world are not educated in real music?

It's because people like Ke$ha are messing up your minds.

I'm telling you solemnly, music from the 60s, 70s and 80s are the best.

Modern music is just messed up.

HATEHATEHATE

2010-07-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

I seriously hate Justin Bieber, Twilight saga, Kristen Stewart and Taylor Lautner. Serious hatred goin on here.

I just finished reading this manga

2010-07-03T16:41:00.000+08:00

It's called Absolute Boyfriend. It's about a girl who has no boyfriend, though she really wants one. One day, she meets a weird salesman that she returned his lost phone to. He recommended she went to a website. She did, and ended up getting a human-like android as her boyfriend. They fall in love, but her long-time childhood friend confesses to her, and things get out of hand. In the end, the android expires and tells the childhood friend to take care of the girl in his place. Made me cry like a million times while reading it.

Philippines

2010-06-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna exaggerate on how awesome it is but I have to.

OMG I LOVE PHILIPPINES SO MUCH THE PEOPLE MAY BE POOR BUT THEY ARE HUMBLE AND WELCOME! THEY ARE FRIENDLY AND I LOVE THEM ALL. I REALLY WANT TO LIVE THERE MY WHOLE LIFE.

Plus, I found a guy I really like there :D

i am gonna get a guitar.

2010-06-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.
i am gonna get a guitar.

But really, once I tell anyone, they'd surely try and copy me. I hate it when people can't be original. Any style of clothing I have, I copied from my brother mainly to annoy him shitless.

Thanks, people.

i am gonna get a guitar.

19th June to 27th June

2010-06-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

I'll be leaving for Philippines on the 19th to 27th so no blog updates :( haha one less burden!

Happy holidays~

holidays

2010-06-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

Hah, the most I've been doing during the holidays is reading SVM, chatting with them (two guys), revising a little, FaceBooking, going out shopping, and golfing. Where's my social life? Oh yeah, I forgot. I don't have one. If I did, I wouldn't be talking to my blog.

I'll be leaving SG for Philippines on the 17th/20th of June and will be defo back on the 27th. Gonna miss him. I have a pig named Vicky over there that I'm eager to see. And my godmother's nephew is just killer cute. But, I'm still gonna miss him a lot.

Divya announced me as her best friend. I was like thinking, "Woah, what's up with that? Haha, she's so funny. Not." :P no offense dude.

Ah well, I'm getting bored. TTYL people.

OMG

2010-06-12T17:31:00.002+08:00

I love him. Well, I don't know if it's love or not but I'm pretty sure I like him a lot. Nah, can't be love. I'm still way too young. But I like him, and that's all that matters :) <3

iComment

2010-06-09T16:12:00.001+08:00

#3

Would you rather be killed by a stranger or someone you love?

#4

Would you rather be betrayed by your family or your best friend?

#5

If you could sing, which genre would you be in?

iComment

2010-06-08T00:50:00.001+08:00

I'm starting a new communication strategy okay? I ask a random question(s), you can answer it in the chatbox ^^

So here's #1:

Would you rather sleep in the forest with ants crawling all around you or sleep in the desert in the blistering heat during the day and extreme cold in the night?

#2:

Would you choose to have the ability to fly (without wings) or read minds?

Does anyone know how old Peter Chao is?

2010-06-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

He rockzxc :3

MIKA is talented, hot, bisexual (who gives a damn?), and totally unique

2010-06-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

Everybody's gonna love today
Gonna love today
Gonna love today
Everybody's gonna love today
Gonna love today

ANYWAY YOU WANT TO

ANYWAY YOU'VE GOT TO

LOVE LOVE ME

LOVE LOVE ME

LOVE LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been crying for so long
Fighting tears just to carry on
But now
But now it's gone away

Hey girl, why can't you carry on?
Is it 'cause you're just like your mother?
Little tyke, like to tease for fun?
Well, you ain't gonna tease no other
Gonna make you a lover

Everybody's gonna love today
Gonna love today
Gonna love today
Everybody's gonna love today
Gonna love today

ANYWAY YOU WANT TO

ANYWAY YOU'VE GOT TO

LOVE LOVE ME

LOVE LOVE ME

LOVE LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Girl in a groove with the big bust on
Big bust on, big bust on
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone, papa's gone
Momma, momma papa
Shock shock me, shock shock me, shock shock

Said everybody's gonna love today

Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today

ANYWAY YOU WANT TO

ANYWAY YOU'VE GOT TO

LOVE LOVE ME

LOVE LOVE ME

LOVE LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes there's more but I'm way too lazy to copy and paste them.

LM.C

2010-06-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

Here's the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plAIBtQgW64

And here's the BEAUTIFUL lyrics:

You've probably forgotten by now
when sorrow fell heavily on your shoulders,
but we were holding onto the hands of the stars

With one sigh, everyone resets
It's like a neverending loop everyday
we make detours right and left, which is nice
Just as the wind blows, so did we fly past eachother out the front door
You can't hear me anymore

It was drawn in the night sky
The stars outline our story
Your heart still yearns for that illusion

You've probably forgotten by now
when sorrow fell heavily on your shoulders,
but we were holding onto the hands of the stars

You didn't need a reason that day
You traced the sparkling stars with your finger
It's okay if sleep starts to make you forget
Just as the rain falls, so fall the flowing tears on your lips
But no one notices

It was drawn in the night sky
The stars outline our story
Your heart still yearns for that illusion

You've probably forgotten by now,
when sorrow fell heavily on your shoulders.
but we were holding onto the hands of the stars

Even though the stars don't know your name
you can see their radiance shining, even from here,
The tears stop...You start to dream again...
No one can do it but you

It was drawn in the night sky
The stars outline our story
Your heart still yearns for that illusion

You won't ever forget
My flower has moved on and bloomed
The mark of your pain & tears is beautiful,
because it has made you what you are today

Ain't it sweet?~

I MISS YOU

2010-06-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

Title says it all...

Songs stuck in my head:

2010-05-30T15:35:00.001+08:00

Lips of an Angel by Hinder
Love Today by MIKA
Lemon Tree by Fools Garden
Don't Stop Believin' by the Glee Cast
Whataya Want From Me by Adam Lambert
That-Song-Crystal-Bowersox-Sang-On-American-Idol-But-I'm-Not-Sure-Of-The-Name by Crystal Bowersox
Tik Tok parody, Glitter Puke by TheKeyOfAwesome

and lastly... urgh...

Baby by Justin Bieber

O.M.G.

2010-05-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

I'm saying it like how the lemon said it in "Annoying Orange: Wasabi". I got this new game on my phone, it's called High School Hero. I'm totally hooked on it! Every 3 seconds someone adds me as a friend or beats me up. It's waaaaaaaay cool. Here's my code if you play it: 25786643 =)

What the hell am I doing? No one reads my blog anymore. Oh well, at least no one can read my rants.

I HATE YOU, BIIATCH!

I. Hate. People. Who. Have. Internet. Sex.

2010-05-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

Seriously, these people are just despo hobos. I mean, when I play fun games I tend to see people having way too much fun and they start sexting (sex text). Whenever I read it, I really LMFAO. I laugh till it hurts. It's completely ridiculous! But a friend told me internet sex is better than no sex. Really? I don't think so. Monks, priests and nuns don't need sex. What makes us needy for sex? Two words: Raging Hormones.

o.o

2010-05-22T11:25:00.004+08:00

I haven't updated the blog in a long time since there's nothing too amazing nowadays. Hmm... I'll be going to the Philippines on the 13th of June till the 27th of June. Before that, I'll be spending time with my dad at his office. I'll be going for golf lessons. After that I can hit balls for fun :) Yesterday was Clement's (my classmate) birthday. I think I'm the only one who gave him a present. I think they think I like him o.O Well, I don't, so don't even think about it -.- I hardly know him. So, after I passed him his present, Darren shouted, "Victoria give Clement birthday present!" Then everyone started singing Happy Birthday to Clement. Thanks a lot, Darren, you bastard.

Also, Divya and I didn't swim yesterday. She had a flu and I just couldn't swim because I'm afraid of re-opening my surgery wound. So we watched Javier, Denzel, Ryan and SSS swimming. Isn't Ryan a loser? EXTREME LOSER. So after we left the swimming pool, Divya and I went up to the sushi restaurant (without waiting for Carmen). After a while, Carmen came up. We got our sushi and left the place with Janani. When we reached the MRT station, the train had arrived and the doors were about to close. Divya, Carmen and I rushed into the MRT train, but left Janani. She was taking too long anyway. We started laughing in the MRT train. I know, we're evil >:P

Sigh... I know Divya, Carmen and I are becoming closer nowadays. But I can't help but feel that one day, one, or all of us, are gonna betray each other. I don't think we'll be friends till the end of Secondary School. Oh well, better enjoy the friendship while it lasts :'D

Anyway, I can't wait for the June holidays :D we might be having TWO class outings :P

Ah ha! MYEs are officially OVEEERRRR!!!!!!!

2010-05-15T17:10:00.002+08:00

I haven't been updating for a while so hear I go: When the science MYE was finished (it was easy) we started talking happily and carefree-ly. But we had one problem. Our "outing" to JP's arcade/movie theatre and Zhiyee's house was almost sabotaged. Joanna's "best friend" almost wanted to tag along. And everyone knows that we all hate her. The only person who doesn't? Guess. Yeah, Joanna. I don't know what Joanna sees in Pei Si.

So we started discussing what to do about Pei Si right outside class. Suddenly, someone commented about the strange location we were having our meeting -.- So we got out of school. On the way out, we saw Joanna and Pei Si. They haven't left school yet o.O So after a while of discussion, I, the brave soul -.-, called Joanna and asked her to please tell Pei Si not to come. But her response was, "She's not coming." You could hear all of us exhale in relief. So that was settled.

Outing members: Zhiyee, Divya, Janani, Carmen, Huiting, SSS, Joanna, me.

Carmen and Janani kept spanking Divya's firm butt. Divya and Carmen finally recognized me as a motherly figure. So here I am, mother of two brats :) How will I survive in this world...

Don't you hate it when during the exams, some people start sniffing loudly, coughing and making all sorts of irritating noises and you just can't concentrate on your paper? Ariel: SNIFFING EXTREMELY LOUDLY. I'm surprised her nostrils didn't bleed. Ee Liang: COUGHING SO LOUDLY, I'm also surprised his guts didn't come outta his mouth. THE REST OF THE CLASS: Coughing for no reason, clicking pens, shifting po sitions, sniffing, and sneezing. OMG.

2010-05-11T11:51:00.002+08:00

Romance

2010-05-09T00:10:00.004+08:00

Sucks. Coz every time a guy likes me, I tend to avoid him. Even if I like the guy back. So, nothing ever forms from there. So now you know, my life sucks, my relationships suck, and just about everything about me sucks. And the guy I liked, he liked me back once. But I found out he only liked me coz of my looks. Like WTF how can a hot guy like himself like a ugly freak like me? I don't know what goes on in his mind. He's a stupid, dumb, pervert who only thinks about sex.

I hate him. So I chased him off and ignored him for weeks. Today, he dared to talk to me. I answered some questions and in the end, I said, "Don't ever talk to me again." I know that's mean but he's seriously sick. It's not just the "horny phase". I think he needs help. Serious help.

So, I'll only say I love romance once I find my true love, which will probably never happen.

FML.

To Divya...

2010-05-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I know I was a big bitch to you. I'm sorry. Yes, it's true I have no life so I take/took it out on you. And I know that compared to you, I'm pathetic shit so whenever I beat you in something, I make a big matter out of it. Didn't know that was a big mistake.

I'm sorry.

But I'm not asking for forgiveness. I'm not Janani. If we're not meant to be friends, what's the point of trying to patch it up?

Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.

Here I am

2010-05-08T15:28:00.001+08:00

SATURDAY

Today is Saturday. Good, no school. Bad, ain't got nothing to do at home. So I turn on my computer. I HATE THE STUPID LOUSY INTERNET! IT'S SO SLOOOOOW!!! I get on MSN after such a long time and my favorite brother, James Fong, tells me that he'll be there for me whenever I need him. Isn't he sweet? My friends Jelena, Kylie and Yu Kuan start chatting with me too. Haven't talked to them in a long time... I bet they miss me ^^

After a while my internet buddy, Talha ,starts chatting with me too. He thought I blocked him on MSN since I didn't talk to him for quite a while.

*sigh* Even my MSN life is boring.

But Jelena showed me a cute lil emoticon of a red bean dancing. So cuuute <3

Did I mention that...

2010-05-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

I'm a BIG fan of A D A M L A M B E R T ????

I'm a BiG fan of LM.C too ^^

Ok, I lied

2010-05-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

I just felt compelled to type some more coz my fingers are kinda itchy *scratch*. Ah, that's better. But not enough. Okay, I'm gonna start. Anytime now. Yeah, in a moment.

So, here's my description of how I look and my intelligence level. I'm not pretty, but not grossly disfigured, so I count myself lucky. My intelligence level is mediocre and my reaction is slow. My hair is long but not long enough so I'm letting it grow out. My fringe too.

I'm 5ft tall and weigh about 42kg. I'm violent and verbally aggressive. I like to learn different ways to kill someone, and my favorite is hand-to-hand combat. I like martial arts though I do not learn it.

My hair is black but under the sun it's a lovely dark brown. Love it. My eye color is black. No, not brown this time. I'm not flat chested but I don't possess big boobs. They're just annoying to have. Yes, I'm Asian and proud to be one. Remember, be proud of the squinty, beady, evil eyes.

I'm a Japanese fan. Basically, I love anime, Jap music, Jap culture and Jap language. I don't like guys who discriminate openly. They suck. I hate school, but I'd hate to stay at home all day long doing nothing, since my life is boring and I'm a very, very, very lonely girl.

First Post-most probably my last since I have a short attention span

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I've had many other blogs, once upon a time. But I'm no blog expert so my codes all get screwed up. I blame Blogger. Hi, this is my blog since a few people ask me if I have one and usually I go, "Oh no, I don't. Blogger screws my blogs."

Please don't post painful stuff on my blog if you're thinking about doing it, because it's not like my life doesn't already suck. I take it out on my close friends and they probably hate me, since it's kinda obvious. Truth is, it's hard for me to be friends with people who have feelings and are sensitive. I am supposed to be the sensitive one. Like poles repel, remember? I'm meant to be friends with zombie-like people who do all the listening while I do all the complaining. It's just that in secondary school, I don't seem to find any zombies. This is my most tragic story yet. Tune in for more.